You're like a broken record that's playing in my memory.

That something you took away, I wonder when I'll have it back.

Maybe never again, in my whole life.

I'm terribly sorry for the lack of updates.

This week has been crazy, with me wanting to literally murder Howard (& everybody else who metioned his name to me on Monday & Tuesday), with getting 4 hours of detention, with Gabby suddenly initiating a break up with Fiona, & ahhhhh every other thing drove me crazy.

But Gabby & Fiona are back in the game,
THANKS TO STACY WHO SAVED THE DAYYYYY, & no thanks to Howard.

Just the other day I was playing soccer (haha) with Sebastian, & it suddenly dawned on me that he has really, really grown up.
Just yesterday he was still that adorable 3 year old boy, who'd scream & cry when I fought with him over the television (I was 8 then, mind you.)
& today he's close to being 11, with half a mind of his own.
Somehow I just don't know how to communicate with him anymore, he's growing up so fast.

A few more years down the road, baby Brayden would probably be just like him.

An older sister would probably always be an older sister.

On a lighter note, tomorrow is (finally!) Friday, & I can't wait to go back to NTPS :D

Howard just fell asleep with the blanket over his head, I don't know why but it makes me feel like going, "awww".

I WANT TO WATCH RATATOUILLE.

(Haha Ratata)

Maybe my life is not THAT over, but still.

I took you by surprise, didn't I.

Surprised that I didn't even flinch?
Hell yeah, you ought to be.

You know, whatever that you're doing doesn't affect me anymore.
It's just because I've got too used to you & your nonsense.

Nevermind, there's no point ranting, I feel better already.

Anyway, happy birthday Rachel (:

Attendance on Wednesday was 16/41.

:D

I know.

Anyhoooo, I watched Texas Chainsaw on that day at Gabby's, together with Fiona & Lihong.
Gory, bloody, sick, I really don't know what words can describe it.
Not for the faint hearted.

& HAHA Karim now has a twin, eh, Niegel?

Today during recess Zakir, Niegel, Karim & Iskandar were doing some boogie thing, which made me & Fiona laugh like, I don't know what.

Snapped a few pictures here & there, I'll upload them as soon as I get my hands on them (:

MY LIFE IS SO GODDAMNED OVER.

10 more days before it's the 31st, & hellllll, I can't wait to return back to NTPS (:

I miss everyone like crazy, & I promise I'll go back & visit the grave of that adorable hamster that Jason accidentally killed 3 years ago.

You could call me heartless.

Really, sometimes I amaze myself with the words I say, & the things that I do.
Believe me when I say that I can't believe myself.

But I'll just take whatever that you give me, be it the good or bad.
I'll simply double it, then return it back to you.

Anyway, I was going to Commonwealth & was on bus 195 yesterday, & I totally caught Alvin & XueYi redhanded HAHAHAH.

Ahhhh crap, I am feeling so !#%$#^$%^#?@ now.
All these nonsense have got me running in rounds, & I am so goddamned exhausted.

I'm restless & wild
I fall but I try
I need someone to understand

Can you hear me?

I know very well that this time round, like before, I could be holding another love in my hands that doesn't belong to me.

I was wondering if all these would be worth the pain, but it really doesn't matter now, I've made up my mind, & I'm going to make the most out of this short story.

For you, & just for you, I will.

I'm lost in my thoughts
& baby I've fought
For all that I've got

Can you hear me?

Alvin Tan Han Lee's MSN display name is:
#34 loves #09.. Even We Faces Obstacles,How Difficult It Is,We Will Face It Together.. BAH HA BUN DEI!

Now take a look at Xue Yi's display name:
#09 and #34 forever..

DO YOU SEE WHAT I SEE?!

OH MY GOODNESS I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT THE 2 OF THEM ACTUALLY KEPT ME IN THE DARK!

Of course I don't expect them to go around telling the whole wide world that they're together, but to think that all of us were such wonderful buddies during our primary school days!

Okay fine, I have no idea why I'm so agitated.

...BUT STILL!

I am SO going to strangle them when I see them back in NTPS on Teachers' Day.

Anyway, I'm hooked on this anime called Magic Knight Rayearth, I'm trying hard to finish the 2 series ASAP, because people are telling me that the videos are going to be deleted very soon.

Poor Howard was left all alone today, because I spent the whole of this afternoon to complete series 1.

Oh craaaaaap I just realised that I'll be getting back my papers tomorrow & I am going to have a nervous breakdown really soon.

Stacy please go smash a watermelon with your head, you are really not a brave girl when it comes to stuffs like these.

Here are the pictures we took on National Day, there's really not alot of them but this was all that I got from Tabbi, so here you go (:


I really don't mean to make you drool, but then again.


Failed attempt, it's a picture of the fireworks.


I really don't know what the hell Stuart was doing.
Camera shy?


No I don't think so.
Finally a proper picture of the 3 cousins (:


The ladies (:

Finally:

The cousins (:

[t]wl ; hoωαʀđ . says:
and today hor
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i go do experiment
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at the sci lab
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bolang go open the gas
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cannot close
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HAHAHA
- ♡ Stacy; 7th & Love, says:
OMG
- ♡ Stacy; 7th & Love, says:
HAHAHAHA
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he shout , "howard !! JIU WO !!!"
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LOL
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i run there help him close
- ♡ Stacy; 7th & Love, says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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CANNOT CLOSE
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LOL!
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den he go call mr chew
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MR CHEW
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LOL
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RUN ARUOND THE CLASS
- ♡ Stacy; 7th & Love, says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
[t]wl ; hoωαʀđ . says:
HAHAHHAAH
[t]wl ; hoωαʀđ . says:
he finding the master switch
- ♡ Stacy; 7th & Love, says:
HAHAHAHAHAH
[t]wl ; hoωαʀđ . says:
HAHA
[t]wl ; hoωαʀđ . says:
in the end its only below the table

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I laughed so hard, I think I have abs now.

I'm down with a temperature, Daddy & Mummy aren't making me feel any better by suspecting that it's dengue, when I don't even have a single mosquito bite on me -.-

I probably got the virus from Howard, cos he wasn't feeling well for the past few days & I was over at his place /:

See what I mean when I say that Howard's got my temperatures rising.

HAHAHAH pun intended.

Howard just told me about what happened today, & I am in no place to find out who are the people who did it even though I am feeling very upset, because afterall this matter doesn't really directly involve me.

But in the future, whoever who dares to lay a finger on the people that I care about, I will personally skin you alive, & tear you apart, limb by limb.

& IF, that person happens to be Howard...

You won't know & believe what I'm capable of doing, untill you see it with your own eyes.

On a lighter note, CA2 is finally over, & if the whole world goes by Mr Wong's "life goes on", there'll be no such thing called a holiday.

& oh, did I say that I have new boyfriends to date during the one week holiday?

They are none other than my textbooks, zzzz.

I've been living in my head for far too long, I can't believe that in just about another year's time I'll be the one sitting for the big O's.
& at the rate I'm going now, I am nowhere near my 10 points.

& in just one week, I've completed the last Harry Potter book, & 2 novels.

I know, I really amaze myself at times too.

Ahhh, Stacy the bookworm (:

Tomorrow marks the start of the CAs & I really don't know what the heck I am doing here.

I've got a headache that won't go away no matter what I do plus the fact that I'm down with a slight fever really doesn't make things any better.

Today, was a lousyyyyy Sunday.

The only things that made me feel a little bit better was the fact that I got to wear the captain's armband (Haha, cheap thrill, Alaster says he'll run around the field in his underwear if I ever become the captain, what an asshole), & that JG won today's match against MG.

Kang, John, Samuel Chow & Marcus Lim scored, beat the MGs flat, 4-0.

Once again the JGs taste the sweetness of Victory.

Anyway, here are the things that I promised.
I apologise for all (but 1) of the lousy quality, blotchy, slightly blurred pictures, blame it on Howard's camera, it was really what I could do in order to remove the "noise" from the pictures.


Actually this picture with Fiona, is the only picture that turned out to be fine -.-








I honestly think Howard can easily snatch away ZhenHao's title of "JB King".


Hello Fiona (:




Hello Howard :D



I just realised that I took only, 2 pathetic pictures with Fiona -.-

I promise there were more pictures than these (there were actually some of Gabriel & ZhenHao HAHAHA), but Howard deleted them saying, "the pictures weren't clear".

& I AM VERY UPSET THAT HE DID THAT BECAUSE IT GOES TO SHOW HOW MUCH HE TRUSTS MY PHOTOSHOP SKILLS.

2 new bruises added to my poor knees, thanks to our very own John Ng who pushed me down. (It was done on purpose, mind you.)

No denying that ice skating was fun though, & I think the last time I stepped into an ice skating rink was probably like, 2 years ago?
Hah, how pathetic.

When I untied the laces & removed the ice skates, I promise you I could feel my feet smiling at me.
My feet have never been so happy & tired at the same time.

My walking speed became twice as slow when I was walking towards the MRT to meet Howard, because my goddamned feet were so, so, so, tired.

Thank God for the seats in the MRT, otherwise my feet would've been dead by now.

Met Fiona at Sembawang, & omgbbqrofl she gave me a shock, because, her eyes were bloodshot, like she just cried.

& bloody hell, she was crying.

I swear at that very moment I really didn't know what to do.

Parklane, & half the time I was sticking to Howard like super glue because I really didn't want to approach Fiona, she seemed to be in such a lousy mood, I was afraid that she'll scream at me & tell me to get off her back.

Gabriel did not make things any better by pretending that I was invisible when I was trying oh-so-hard to get his attention, afterall, he was the cause of it.

But whatever, I'm just glad that everything is over now.
Dearest Sister, please feel better & cheer up :D

Pictures at Tabbi's would be uploaded soon, once I get my hands on them (:

It's true, I could turn & walk away as & when I want to, but I don't want to, & I choose to stay by your side.

AHHHHH PARKLANE (again) TOMORROW & I CAN'T WAITTTTTT.

I really really really like to see for myself if the 8th floor is as scary as they say.

Tabbi's house is horribly windy, it's scaring me.

& my tummy is screaming out to me, I'm currently so hungry I think I could eat a damned cow.

Met Fiona & Howard today, I had to follow them from Causeway Point to Marsling just so they could buy what they wanted -.-

& hellllll, my hasty decision to crop off my hair is nothing compared to Fiona's!

Can't deny that it looks nice though, but happy 2 years of waiting for your hair to grow back, dearest Fiona :D

The whole world seems very keen to find out who HootHoot, Ratata, & Geodude are.

It amuses me, really.
Can't all of you just take them as, Pokemons?

But here's the deal, I will not disclose their identities, untill...

Untill I feel the time is right.

Untill this storm blows over.

I don't need anybody to tell me, I know, & can see, that it's the last straw for What'sHisName.
Anymore of this junk, HootHoot would go past, waaaaaaay past the limit.

"Once bitten, twice shy", must be Egyptian to you.
Apparently, once wasn't enough, yeah?
I'm sure HootHoot, Ratata, & Geodude, wouldn't mind going down to Newton for a second time.

& if it really happens, you better forget about me or Fiona, trying to hold the guys back & saving your pathetic ass.

For somebody who's afraid of a, girl, I cannot deny that you've got quite some guts to come threaten me & accuse me of things that I've never done.

For-Your-Information, I NEVER told my friends to interfere, YOU were the one who made a grave mistake & made a wrong move, which totally pissed them off.

Come to think of it, why the hell did I pull HootHoot back that day?
Damn, maybe I should've let him continue with what he was doing.

You're telling me to try not to lie?
HAHA, maybe you should TRYYYYY not to get on my (or my friends') nerves this time.

IN. YOUR. GODDAMNED. FACE.

Fine, I'm done ranting.

I promise today I really felt like killing Gabby & ZhenHao, thanks to them, I had to go to Downtown East, on my own.

& no, bumping into Sebastian, Dennis & friends on the MRT didn't make things any better.

Anyhoooo, Fiona & I spent what it seems like forever, waiting for the VIPs, otherwise known as Howard, Gabriel, & ZhenHao.

& what's more, they totally missed us at the bus stop.
It's natural for rats to have bad eyesight, that I understand, but aren't owls supposed to have, perfect eyesight?

I promise, Fiona & I, were so close to laughing our asses off.

I went nowhere near the fire today, Dennis started the fire all on his own, & was our cook for the night, so I was left on my own to laugh at stupid things together with Fiona, Gabby, Howard, & ZhenHao.

(Actually most of the time Fiona & I were laughing over, ZhenHao's stupid faces.)

& halfway through the evening I took Gabby & ZhenHao as my punching bag :D

I promise I'll upload the pictures once I get them from Howard, if not I'll let you people stab me with, carrots.

& haha I am at home now (duh, how else would I be blogging but that's really not the point) & it really sucks from the core, I should've stayed with everyone for the night, because I've just decided not to go East Coast tomorrow.

7.45 am, you must be trying to murder me.

I should start planning my escape plan like, now, & if all goes well, in 3 hours time I'll be playing catching with Fiona, Gabby, Howard, ZhenHao, & maybe, everyone else.

Hello everyone, today, 7th of August, is a very special day.

That aside, for the past 24 hours, half the world have been pestering me to tell them about what happened yesterday.

I shall not say much around here, because it's not very safe, y'know.
Not when you have people like What'sHisName who's, lurking around.

But about what happened yesterday, I really don't know if I should laugh, or cry.

Of course, it's nice to know that HootHoot & Ratata are willing to stand up for me, but I think they were no doubt, a little too reckless /:

But whatever, I'm just glad that it's all over (& that Geodude did not make it in time).

& TOMORROW IS FINALLY, WEDNESDAY!
Stacy is going to get some fire crackin' up (:

Hellllll yeah.

I don't like Howard's hairspray.
It makes me feel like sneezing.

The fact that he literally, pours the whole bottle of it over his head, doesn't make things any better.

OKAY OKAY OKAY I promise I'll update tonight.

Just the other day, he was holding my hand in his, & he asked me, what I want to name my (our -.-) kid in the future.

What an adorable, adorable, boy.

What Rachel said in her email, made me cry.

Hell no, after all that we've been through, did you think I'd let us fade away into nothing?

On a lighter note, I met up with Fiona for dinner today (yes just the both of us again -.-), & half the time I was ranting on & on about how much I missed my 7th & Love, I think I nearly drove her mad, hahah.

The other half of the time, we were laughing about, of all things, Ratata.
HAHAHAHA yes, the Pokemon.

& I'm so sorry Gabby, if you were Emotionally Hurt, by my words.

Oh shit, I can't stop laughing now.

I think I'm going to sound like an anxious little girl, but honestly, I can't wait for Wednesday.
I still haven't figured out how to get to Costa Sands (actually I forgot if it's gonna be Costa Sands or Aloha Loyang), & I can't possibly meet up with Howard & the rest because I've got to be there early to help start the damned fire, otherwise everybody would have nothing to eat, haha.

& it half sucks because I won't be able to stayover, which means I'll be missing out all the fun.
I'll be crazy if I stay for the night, I'll probably definitely be a walking dead corpse on the 9th, the picnic & gathering at Tabitha's which both falls on that day really doesn't make things any better.

This is random, but talking about picnics, I think the last time I've been to one was when I was, 7?

Joel Chee is very much getting on nerves, I really feel like strangling him, I promise.

That aside, Howard is (finally) back, & that senseless boy insists on following me to Newton tomorrow, his wrist is probably nowhere near recovering, & the fact that he still has lessons after school tomorrow doesn't make me feel any better.

This is so crazy, I promise.

EVERYTHING aside, Stacy is going, to bed.

Dearest Sister, I want you to have it etched in your heart, no matter where we are, or what we do, you'll always be very very much, loved.
Don't let these 3 years fade away into nothing & even if you want to leave, I won't let you, untill the very day you tell it straight to my face that you want me off your back.
Sure, sometimes you really drive me up the wall & you make me feel like killing you, but other than that, I'll kill for you, anytime.











Fiona, there's really nothing I can say, but just a big thank you :D
You never fail to make my day & you've always been around for me.
Gabriel & Howard may just walk right out of our lives, but I promise you that I'll always be here, right here for you.
Be it the bright sunny days, or the thunderstorms, I'll stick with you (:



Together :D

Fiona, Rachel, Stacy (:
Tell me what the hell I am going to do, without the 2 of you.

Falling in love with Ribena Vodka, all over again :D

I promise I had truckloads of fun with Kieran, Ethan, Evan, Bryan, Leandra, & Keeleen yesterday night, the only person that was missing was Travis /:

& I helped those idiots start a damned fire at 1.50 in the morning, just because, they were hungry.

Say Stacy rock, please.

Anyhow, too much of a good thing is never good, I was the second to collapse, right after Keeleen /:

& this morning I woke up naked, & I was beside Ethan.

HAHAHAHAHA no, that was just a joke.

Actually I woke up to a splitting headache, the kind that makes you feel like banging your head against a tree, haha.

Went to N219's cell group meeting today with Fiona & Hazel, & it did feel weird, but maybe it's just because I'm too used to the way things were at JG.

But then again, I won't lose a strand of hair, stepping out of my comfort zone & going to a new place.
If I feel like I don't belong & I don't like it there, I can always return to JG.
No harm done.

Howard's gone squid/octopus-ing (fishing for squids/octopus?), probably off somewhere in a foreign island or something, & he won't be back untill tomorrow, maybe he's playing pool now on the 3rd floor of the chalet, HAHAHA.

I am too wiped out to write another word.

He flipped me over, & I let out a giggle.

The very next moment I knew, his lips were on mine.

Dearest, it's the way you steal my breath away.

Down right lousy Friday!