This past month have been absolutely nuts.
So much dreadful shit has happened, so much that it forced me to grow up.

We only seem to take steps in life through heartbreaks, & it's like we never learn to Learn.
When you lose something or someone, isn't it difficult to go through one night all alone, knowing the fact that things are not the same & that this somebody who mean So Much to you, isn't there anymore?

Sometimes you never even get the chance to really treasure, to really cherish.
Time just goes by like that & before you know it, it's gone.
You're left to deal with the Pain, & let it attack your heart over & over again, right at the core.

When someone breaks your heart, you learn something that you never knew about them, & you're forced to look at that person from another angle.
You open up your heart & let someone in, & the more they know about you, the more they know how to hurt you.
The closer you are to that person, the more it'll hurt.

Maybe we just have to go through everything in life.
From losing a loved one, to doing badly in school, to getting betrayed, & having all sorts of shit pierce through you.
I know everyone has their own good & bad times, I just wonder if it'll hit a point where nothing, Nothing, hurts you anymore.