Why is life so unpredictable & fragile?
Why don't we get at least a warning sign so that we can prepare ourselves before something bad happens?

I wished that I had a chance to really appreciate him for all that he's done.
I'm so sorry, I didn't have the chance to say goodbye.

I wasn't expecting any of this, it just hit me straight in the face, it was really unexpected but I know that my God has a reason for everything.

Father, I trust in You & even through this difficult time I ask for your strength to be with Mummy & the rest of the family. No one would ever be able to steal my heart away the way that you do & sometimes I get so caught up with my life I can barely breathe, let alone focus my eyes on You. Break me, & mould me into a captivated vessel that's ready to seek you every moment of the day. Consume my thoughts & don't let any moment go by without me thinking of You. Your faithfulness endures forever & I am really thankful for this wonderful love.

In Jesus' name, Amen.