I'm still caught in the middle & I don't know what to do.
I've been trying to find so many reasons to convince myself not to give it.
I'm sick of lying to myself & believing in something that's probably not going to happen now.
I've been hanging on this thin thread for quite some time now, & it really sucks to be just dangling in the middle of nowhere.

I don't want to let go & it's not that I don't want to hold on, but it's just that I've got nothing to hold on to.

It's so emotionally draining & I know I'm the only one who feels this way.
Maybe I'll never belong in your world.
You probably won't even know that this is about you but that's okay because I've been on my own for all this while.

Come back for me if one day you make up your mind & you know how you feel.