Stacy :D

Friday, January 25, 2008

Hello Joel Tan Yaohui why do you love bullying me so much ):
-throws a tomato in your face-

I wonder if in the future I'll really find a reason good enough for me to stay.
It's not because that I don't want to, I've tried really hard but somehow I just cannot picture myself in this place.
So many have asked me why I want to leave when all my family & friends are here, & I can't answer them.
I've almost never been away from this place & yes, this place sure means something.
I jolly well know that I have all the protection that I need here, but I think that life here is too monotonous.
I can't never, ever, put up with a 9 - 5 job.
There's alot that's threatening to burst out, I think I pretty much know what I want & I don't want to dread getting up every single day, I need something to get my adrenaline pumping & something that gets me going.
Maybe it's just because of the fact that I'm young, that's why I'll think this way, maybe when I grow older I would change my mind but right now, no.

& like what I always say, if I find a reason that's good enough, I would stay.

That aside, school has been such a bore lately, I've only been looking forward to school for the past 2 days because Fiona sprained her ankle during the last minute of her netball match (what a joke), & therefore I get to be late for classes because I have to make sure that she doesn't sprain her other ankle by tumbling down the stairs (c'mon we all know Fiona) & she, walks, so, slowly.

I really felt like killing Mr Yip yesterday.
He just HAD to show all of us the photos from his trip to England, & when he said that he went to Old Trafford, I got, so, freakingggg, upset!

& thus I have decided that: I am going to make my husband bring me to Manchester in the future.
So he better be rich.
& he better be a soccer fan.
Even better if he supports Manchester United.

Shit. Stacy stop dreaming.