I wish I could find you just like how you found me

Too many things remind me of that silly little smile you had.
It's funny but sometimes I still get the same old feeling when I feel you near, I still smile when I think about the happy times we've shared, & I hate to say this but there's something in you that makes it really hard for me to stay, even harder to run out.

You know me well enough to know that I never give up without putting up a fight.
I myself thought that I've changed & I'd never go back, but apparently time proved me wrong.

There were too many misunderstandings left behind & I want to clear my name, there's alot to say, & I have to speak up but I'd only do so if you let me.
I know there are alot of things for you to sort out, for you to think through.
You've all the time in the world but I don't.
I've done all that I can & I've already stepped out -- I'm waiting for you to make the next.

Perhaps it's just that something I can't leave behind, but I found a reason.

You.

You are why.