Stacy :D

Friday, January 18, 2008

Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly

Just in case you guys were wondering why I'm such a happy little girl, it's because I've gotten permission to submit photography work instead of doing painting/sculpturing, pursuading the teacher was so much easier than I thought it would be.

On top of that, I managed to find someone who's willing to borrow me a manual camera, all within that day.
(YAY thank you WenKai I promise I'll treat you to lunch if I score a distinction :D)

I know I'm probably going to spend a bombbbb, it costs about 30 cents to develop ONE pathetic picture, & I guess if I want to I can easily take up to 100, or maybe even 200...
The other down side of using manual cameras is that after I develop the picture & I don't like the colour/contrast, I'd have to scan it into the computer, edit it, then develop the picture out again.

But gosh can you believe it, I'm like on first step to watching my wildest dreams come true.

On Wednesday Fiona & I were talking about the O's results that would be coming out soon, & I don't know how we got to talking about Howard but yes we got there, & on my way home I was just thinking back, & some of the things kind of made me smile.
He was a great guy, I guess it was just because of our completely different set of thinking that led to the many misunderstandings.
I never really belonged into his world & he could never get my thoughts.
Right now it really doesn't matter if he still has the same opinion of me or not, to him I might have been faking it all along but that's okay because I know that I had stayed true to myself.
One thing that I'm sure of is that I've forgotten about how much I gave my heart & how much it hurt me when it was over, maybe I do see him as a friend, or maybe not, but I don't regret anything, the greatest mistake was sacrificing the friendship we once shared.

I just hope he's making the most out of his life (:

That aside, I'm down with flu & it suckssss, what a lousy timing the flu bug's got, but it beats falling sick during the CNY period.

I like bananas!