There's something about you, & you don't even know it

The both of us have once tried, & failed.
I never wanted to say the things that I didn't mean, when I made it seem like I was moving on, I was all along rooted at the same spot.
I forgot how it ended up like this, I was supposed to save some dignity for myself, somehow I just eventually found myself going with the flow, & I wasn't even looking back.

I thought I could just ditch everything & forget about all that has happened.

But it was so complicated, so messed up, I couldn't even find the words to explain it to myself.

Maybe it was the look in your eyes, or the smile on your face.

Or maybe it has just been me, all along.

Everyone knows once I move on I'd never look back.
This time maybe, just maybe, I'll be breaking the rules that I had set for myself.

The one consequence?
I'll probably get my heart broken all over again.