There are times when it is really pointless to explain anything at all, no one would probably understand what you're talking about.

But there is still something that I have to make everybody understand, & that's the reason why I'm not appearing as frequently as I used to.

The reason, is anything BUT avoiding something/somebody there.

Simple enough to be understood, I believe.

Anybody who thinks that their presence is enough to make me disappear obviously thinks too highly of himself/herself.

Seriously speaking, there is really nothing for me to be afraid of.

I know that I'm not going there for the company, but to seek that Something Else.
& I know there are still some that genuinely care, & they're trying to get me to go back, like Gary hahahah.

But to be honest, I haven't found a reason that is enough for me to forget about the place where I had once loved so much.
Neither have I discovered a reason for me to go back.

& OH did I say, Gary told me what happened to him last week & it totally caught me off guard & made me go WHAT THE ^$&#^!%@?

I probably still need more time to think this whole matter through, before I make a decision.

& Gary, after ALL that I've painstakingly done, you seriously owe me BIG time.