Stacy :D

Saturday, September 8, 2007

Hello again?

Of all timings, you had to choose this time to reappear in my life.

Honestly I've gotten pretty much used to your disappearing acts, time after time you disapparated, evanesce, evaporated, & vanished into literally, thin air.
Then suddenly out of nowhere, you appear right infront of me again.

You've always been the one who believed in me when everybody else wouldn't, & no matter what you always managed to get me back on track when I got lost elsewhere.
Not forgetting always giving your best shot at trying to teach me Algebra, hahahah.

& it's really funny, there's always been this something in you that got me so addicted, I had to keep going back for more.

But say really, I'm not about to let that happen this time round.

I'm not saying that I'm unwilling to let you in again as a friend, but other than that I'm not about to let my mind & heart wander to anywhere else.

I've known you for so long, & believe me, I know you well enough to know what I'll be dealing with.
This time round, I won't let anything that you say, do, or feel, affect my moods.

I've come to my senses, I know that whatever happened in the past was mostly my fault.
Now I'm here with my heart mended, & I've managed to let everything go.
& I know you've done it too, because in the first place you've never held on to it.

But whatever, just let the past stay there (:

Now that you're back, & you're right on track, you'd better make sure that you don't go again without saying a goodbye, & leaving me here to clean up behind you, otherwise I'll kill you, I promise.

Ahhh the things I do for you, asshole.

Welcome back, best friend! :D