So I'm taking these pills, for to fill up my soul
& I'm drinking them down, with cheap alcohol
You'd be inclined to be mine for the taking
& part of this terrible mess that I'm making

But you, you're the catalyst
I went past the superficial, broke through everything that was standing in my way, refused to believe what the others said, managed to unlock your heart, & gave up everything that I had.

The regrets are still there, because there are many things I've never done for you.

But for the everything else that I did, you were worth it.

It's near ridiculous, because everything seems to remind me of you.
I've tried to fight it, but no matter how hard I try, it always seems to get it's way, & I feel so helpless & feeble, because I'm letting the pain attack my heart over & over again.

It's not because I'm weak, it's because this is enough to make even the strongest soul, crumble.

Before you know it I'll be gone,
But hold on, my love goes on.