Should I give it a try, or just let this chance pass me by?

It sucks to be caught in such dilemma, I promise.

But ever since you barged into my life, everything's changed.
I don't think I should sacrifice the friendship & make a mistake that I did before, but sometimes it feels really nice to break the rules...

......

Oh my goodness Stacy don't hesitate to bang your head against a tree, please think of the consequences you idiot, you obviously haven't learnt your lesson the other time round.